I wrote this back in June 2012....
I've been watching, listening and following #flipcon12 and feeling overwhelmed. Oh, yeah, and I got the book by Bergmann and Sams, just to push me over the deep end or into the deep end or deeper into the deep end.
There was a time when I was kid and we went to the old pool in Mason City. It sat on the flood plain of the Winnebago River, east of "the high school, across the bridge on US Highway 18. I'm sure you all know what I'm talking about. I don't know when the last time it had been used, but there it sat in all it's green-ness. Full of rainwater or  whatever it was full of....it was not a safe place to be for a bunch of 8 to 12 year old boys.
I got to close, fell in, got pushed....I don't remember, but I was in the deep end of a slime hole. I was in over my head and in a panic. Thrashing about and probably close to death (or not) one of the guys pulled me out with a stick.
So, that is how I feel right now. Panic stricken and waiting for someone to hold a stick out to me.
I've followed the tweets and been thinking that would be really cool to be there in Chicago, but at the same time, I don't know if I'm ready for this.
Can you be ready? It seems like you need to get pushed or slip or whatever and away you go.
Guess I gotta take that first step to the deepend of the pool.